First Sight
I can't believe it...
Happening now, uncontrollable
Anywhere but here
We know it has to go now

Chorus
The thoughts going through my head
Are not new to me
But if I don't move on them
The regrets will eat away at me
I cannot say why the confidence is not inside
Why does this always happen to me?

Is it just my destiny
Or my sense of security
That's keeping me away
Just can't help it
Afraid of reactions
Not just from you
I need to live my life
Without regrets
Like the way it should be

Unbelievable, uncontrollable
The feelings, the emotions
The bruises on my heart
Caused by the thought of you

Chorus

Is this going in the right direction?
I just can't tell
Why now, when I need to be shown the path
Why now, when my body wants one way
And my head wants somethng else

Another awkward silence
What can I do?
No confidence in me!
What can I do...

Chorus

You might think it's stalking
But I'm trying my best
To change the way I act around you
But should I just act normal?
I want you to see me for who I am
Not for who I want you to see
This has got to be something true
No matter how much I want this to happen

Now your so far away
Nothing I can do
But that's a lie
I just want to be noticed...
Noticed by you!!!

Notes: Probably the deepest song I've written. I seem to say that with every new song I put up. Maybe cos it's the reasons for inspiration are still in my mind or somewhat. But this was written on one night but different times. took me a while to put all the bits together and because I didn't want to leave any of it out it mightn't seem that well structered but what the hell, have gotten good reactions about it